No, no, you’re not thinking; you’re just being logical. Niels Boh
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For several days now I have been trying to bring forward moments pre-depression/bi-polar that were truly organic happiness. I cannot seem to recall many of those type of moments during my childhood. Maybe, it is just because negativity has crowded them out, or maybe logic would conclude, there just were not any moments.
Logic would at least think “holidays” were moments of joy, I cannot recall any “holiday” that stands out in my memory has being the epitome of happiness.
Logic at this moment, at the moment I am writing this post, that it is the medication suppressing the times of gleefulness before this thing called depression showed up on the doorsteps of my mind.
The irrational thought tells me that I am making it bigger than it really is, that no one else has these feelings.
So, there must have been a time before depression that I was happy, that is the logical way to think!